Well, I made a lot of thinking during those so called "dark ages" of my life. What my plans are, the steps I should take and the "remedy" for this unspeakable pain in my heart.
I have to make my resolve soon, somehow.
What do I want? How do I want it? Perhaps these are the questions I can't answer right now, after all that has happened.
Hey, I just realized that.... how can I even answer these questions if I don't even know how to describe myself?! As funny as it sounds, I find it really though!
Suddenly, out of nowhere the answer just came pouring in. I'd better type everything fast - With a smile on my face I say "This is it!"
It takes me great pride and courage to share this with you:
About me:
I enjoy many things, I do consider myself pretty laid back, easy going, and for the most part a loving and caring individual.
I want someone who knows who they are, someone who is not scared to be themselves around me, and in public. Someone who will just grab my hand as we frolic around town. Someone who is a positive individual, as well as very optimistic, the GLASS IS ALWAYS HALF FULL!
(This thing is only at 48% and I am running out of things to say)
Music is my passion, I love singing (no talent though) and I love dancing. I want to be able to dance with my future partner and not have him stand there like a stick. I want someone to go to concerts with, to do some adventurous activities with. And ALWAYS learn about them.
When I look at someone and they can sense the love in my eyes, I've done my job. I want someone to look at me like I look at them. I have been in abusive relationship, both physical, verbal, mental and emotional. It wasn't pleasant so now I am really picky.
I have an older gorgeous sister who I love the most! How I wish there was a male counterpart of her (giggle)
Dating/Relationship:
I want someone who knows what they want, someone who set goals to achieve them and not for the sake of making them. I want someone who is older than I am, who is responsible and mature. I want a man, not a boy. I want someone who rather stay in cuddle with some wine and watch a movie as oppose to going out to a party or a bar/club. I want someone to be able to tell me they love me, and mean it.... without wanting someone. Someone who is romantic, surprise flowers, dinner out. Someone who respects me as person. Love me unconditionally. And not to be scared of who they are.
Now for the question of a lifetime: What about me, makes you attracted?
Ok I have officially ran out of things to say, if you have any questions at all, feel free to send me an email, I always respond, one way or another.
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